Its been along time since i updated..I'm lazy guys , sorry .. FYI , 231009 has ended ): Dunt ask me whyee..but one thing u guys must know , i'll still love her eventhough we've break.. haishh . 1 year knowing , 8 months loving nnd 2 months missing..Well , we BOTH promised not to change when we entered sec 3 but everything changed..We BROKE our promises nnd ended up with big problems..

When the first time ai met you , you were such a friendly , caring kind of person..I love u when u smilee..The sweetness of ur smile captured my heart..I cant remember where was the place when we first met..But after knowing u for quite a long time , i've started to have a crush on youu..We used to share our problems with each other nnd laugh with each other.One day i decided to be ur ttm nnd from there , i started to fall in lurve with u..But theen , we seldom hang out together..After awhile , i got to know ur attached to someone else without telling mee.. Seriously , i was dissapointed in youu..From there , i didnt contact or meet you for the time being because i do not want to spoilt ur relationship..Nnd the guy that ur attached to was my best friend..I waited for u for about 2 months nnd finally i got to know that u broke with him..Nnd from there , i felt so much happier..theeenn , we became closer nnd closer till one day we became abg nnd adg angkat..Its 2 month being together as abg nnd adg.. Remember that time when we watched muviee together?? I hug u when u say ur cold nnd i took u outside of the cinema because u cant stand the coldness.. We are always together but now? NO ! anw , Like what ur mum nnd my mum said " korang abg nnd adq angkat nanti lame terangkat. nnd what they said actually was true.

On the 23 of october 2009 at 7.13pm , we became officially couples.. We used to talk on the phone every night untill morning..We used to be sweet nnd we're always together.. She used to say this everytime we talk on the phone.. She'll say " Bbhy , will u leave me one daayy ? nnnd i'll say " ai wont ever leave u bbhy , ur my first nnd last.. nnd look what happened noww.. Everything has ended. enuf , back to the story.. Almost every single day , she came over to my housee..Semua orang darh knal u bbhy ... U know , everytime when my pakchick2 come to my house or when i meet them , they will always say " sham , mana yng perempuan slalu dtg rumah tu ? they'll ask lots of question.. Ai miss all those sweet moments but everything wont come back because its done nnd we're donee.. Every 23 of the month is the date that marks our anniversary..We used to celebrate together , go owt togetherr.. Doing EVERYTHING together..

Bbhy , you favourite was nasi lemak nnd everytime i know that ur coming , i'll ask mama to cook for u nasi lemak but then when u come , u wont even eat or drink.. Everytime u come here , u wont even eat or drink.. U will just eat ice nnd keep on asking me for moree..

Bbhy,

We've been through the thick nnd thins together for about 8 months nnd it came to an end on 3rd of March 2010.. Eventhough we've been fighting always , i know nothing will happen to us because our love for each other is strong. (: but then , i got tired of everything. u said not to change but then u changed.. I dunt mind if u change but then ur new CHANGES make me irritated nnd then i'll keep on scolding u.. I've decided to let go of u because im tired of everything nnd i dunt want to hurt u.. I do care for u nnd i do Love you.. But after a few days , i do regret over my decision.. I regret leaving uu nnd i regret for making u hate mee..

Afterall , ur the best i've ever had. Eventhough u treat me as if i'm ur enemy , i'll never hate u .. Now we're nothing but Ai'll keep to my promises..I promise not to go on with other girlss because i'll wait for u no matter what.. I'll promise not to change myself..I'll promise u that u'll be my first nnd last.. For the time being , we wont be together but we dunno in the future ? if we're meant to be together then one day , we'll be.. I promise to keep on loving u no matter what..

Thanks for everything bbhy.. I appreciate what you've done to me. EVERYTHING. nnd i'm sorry for breaking my promises. i Promised not to leave u but then u leave me no choice..I'm sorry for ending our relationship..

Nurdiana binte roslan , you'll always be remembered.

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Ai do still love nnd care for youu..

p/s : All i want is to be with youu..